Huh.. a cold sweat, I guess

I had the dream again... which begs the question, is it the dream that drives me, or am I running away from myself in fear of me... and is there a difference? Moreover, if I were really on the move, wouldn't I be moving? Rather- if anything I've moved towards a lack of motion. Action of inaction is the choice to move inward... but if I'm fixed on the same dream then there's really no motion, unless you count screaming in circles; old skool modus for me. More importantly, why bother asking the question in the first place? Seems common sense that I'm just gonna feed that snake to itself- with this in mind, what intuitively makes sense is not what I'm going for, the harder method, the sharper razor reveals the deeper meaning, which isn't going to illuminate when you're sitting in your own belly. This is frustrating. Where's my knife?